motherhood

  • Stay-at-Home Clergy Mom

    On Christmas Eve, my daughter raced back and forth from table to pew, pew to table and back again, to ask for more Jesus. That’s what she called it with both fistfuls full of leavened grace as her little hands… Continue reading

    Stay-at-Home Clergy Mom
  • Small Pandemic Joys

    It has been so long that this pandemic has gone on. I have lost count. I no longer care to count. I have yelled at my kids. I have been short. I have been unkind solely because I have been… Continue reading

    Small Pandemic Joys
  • Thirty Three Years Later

    Last night, my baby girl couldn’t sleep. It has been many months since she was up every two hours but last night she returned to this familiar routine. She wasn’t always hungry. It seemed that she just wanted to know… Continue reading

    Thirty Three Years Later
  • Fear, Love and Another Supreme Court Decision

    Yesterday, the Supreme Court decided by a 5-4 vote to uphold the ban on transgender service members fulfilling their call to service in the United States military. It was said by one woman just four years short of retirement in… Continue reading

    Fear, Love and Another Supreme Court Decision
  • What I’ll Tell My Daughter About Why I Didn’t March

    I didn’t march yesterday. Our government shut down and I stayed home in my pajamas merely contemplating the state of the world rather than taking to the streets. There wasn’t actually a march in my area this year. There may… Continue reading

    What I’ll Tell My Daughter About Why I Didn’t March
  • Waves of Grief after Waves of Nausea

    Grief is my constant companion. It is there every day and every moment even when there is a smile plastered to my face. Sometimes I choose not to acknowledge it. I don’t want it to dominate and there are still… Continue reading

    Waves of Grief after Waves of Nausea